No hope.

Have you ever felt like you just can’t anymore?
Like nothing has a point?
Everywhere you turn the universe seems to be throwing something at you?

Then again, you may be getting your period.
I think that’s my problem today. I feel SO unnecessarily emo.

The one thing I hate most about being a girl is the fact that we have to menstruate. It’s such a long process as well.
You experience physical pain, you bleed and you’re on an emotional roller coaster ride for days before, during and after your period.

Men will never understand.
And neither will I.

Anyone want my ovaries?


What motivates me?

“You gotta find a way to survive ‘cos they win when your soul dies.” – Tupac Shakur

At some point in my life I came to the conclusion that I have no choice but to keep on going until I get to where I want to be, and since that day, that’s all I’ve been doing.

What keeps me going is the fact that no matter how bad my situation in life may get, I know that one day it will get better. If I work hard now, one day my hard work will pay off – I’d be able to sit back and enjoy the fruits of my labour.

I don’t have a bad life, but it hasn’t been easy. God, my friends, family and my dreams have kept me going.

And of course, MUSIC has had a big impact on my life. It truly has kept me going through the toughest times in my life.

In my opinion, once you’ve decided where you want to end up one day and what kind of lifestyle you want to lead, you’ll keep going until you get there.

The hardest part about growing up…

To me, the hardest part about growing up is growing apart from those people you were always closest to. As we get older responsibilities creep in, people fall in love, interests change and people grow a part.

The one side of my bedroom wall is covered with pictures of those I hold closest to my heart. It’s filled with my favourite memories and people. When I woke up this morning, I found myself staring at all the pictures – the people – stages of my life; some new faces, some reoccurring faces and some faces that faded away.

I’ve always been blessed with the most amazing friends. And there are so many people that I miss.

But I guess part of life is growing up; cherishing, changing and expanding your circle of friends. The important part is that we remember to make time for EVERYONE that is special to us, never forget who was there for us and hold the happy memories close to our hearts.

“There comes a time in your life when you realise who matters, who never did, and who always will. So don’t worry about the people from your past, because there is a reason they didn’t make it to your future.”


The 10 most unexpected consequences of being online:

Things I wouldn’t expect to happen while online…

Such an arb topic…

I’m going to list them as I think of them…

  2. Finding a soul mate – That’s hard enough to do in real-life, doubt it’d happen online. Don’t know if I even believe in soul mates.
  3. Winning a large sum of money or a prize – I’m sure we’ve all seen those pop-ups thousands of times but have you ever actually won a prize and received it?
  4. Being productive – I’ll be honest with you 90% of the time I spend online does not involve me being productive.
  5. Achieving world peace – LOL!
  6. Being caught cyber-stalking – Have you ever been on someone’s profile and accidentally liked a picture or status from 2007? Awkward.
  7. Finding a long lost sibling – I suppose it happens but one wouldn’t really expect it to.
  8. Finding the cure for AIDS – yeah, not going to happen – well not while being online anyways.
  9. Using all your cap up in one day – Youtube is NOT your friend, it will devour your cap.
  10. The Gangnam Style music video – I was minding my own business when I stumbled upon it. If you haven’t seen it, where have you been?! Too funny but people are killing the joke now.